Reactions and Expectations
Would it make any difference if I did understand? I don't think I'll ever understand, so I also won't get to know if it mattered or not.
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Aug 261 min read
Things Will Get Better
My children likely won't really hear me, just as I could not hear it, but I will keep saying it. "Things will get better."
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Aug 64 min read
Being an "Other"
"People are accepting of those with mental illness, up until symptoms are expressed."
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May 144 min read
Depression and Existential Crisis
"When I become depressed, it manifests as existential crisis. I am not suffering from lethargy because I am experiencing mental self...
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Apr 123 min read
Cause, Effect, and OCD
In "An Enquiry Concerning Human Understanding," David Hume makes the case that nothing is really ever known, per say. The familiarity...
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Apr 124 min read
Disordered - Cognitive Dissonance
Cognitive Dissonance is no stranger to OCD. Opposing and conflicting views arguing inside my own mind for validation is the unending...
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Feb 266 min read
OCD - Fear
"Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is marked by heightened anxiety and misplaced anxiety. That part of the mind is over reactive. The result...
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Feb 124 min read
Catharsis
Catharsis: "the process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from, strong or repressed emotions." Many of the ideas that I submit...
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Feb 73 min read
Why Do I Keep Digging?
Digging in your past for lost secrets. Do you expect to find treasures? Is that what you think you would have buried and hidden? Is it...
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Jan 253 min read
Disordered AI Art and Introspection
I was curious what the Deep Dream AI would produce for art if I entered just a few disorders as the only text prompt for creating images....
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Jan 53 min read
When I Finally Lose the War: A Battle with Mental Illness
"When I finally lose my mind entirely, will all who love me now abandon me? Will others tell them that the person who remains is not the...
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Dec 20, 20235 min read
AI, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and I
OCD as described by ChatGPT, then as visualized by Deep Dream, then discussed by myself as someone who experiences it.
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