Sisyphus had the impossible task of pushing the boulder up a hill for eternity. I similarly tried to be heard and understood.

"... it never really leaves my mind. I have not been waiting for inspiration, I have been searching for understanding."

"I am not sure to what extent I actually have control over the way my brain fixates and dissects things. Nature versus nurture."

What are reasonable expectations for invisible disabilities? Specifically, I am asking to consider what are reasonable expectations of other

It is not a coincidence that philosophers are synonymous with depression

Would it make any difference if I did understand? I don't think I'll ever understand, so I also won't get to know if it mattered or not.