"I am not sure to what extent I actually have control over the way my brain fixates and dissects things. Nature versus nurture."

What are reasonable expectations for invisible disabilities? Specifically, I am asking to consider what are reasonable expectations of other

It is not a coincidence that philosophers are synonymous with depression

Would it make any difference if I did understand? I don't think I'll ever understand, so I also won't get to know if it mattered or not.